Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Repression month

Finally finish my third final exam in university. I’m a person who have exam phobia. I don’t know why every time having exam sure something happen. This semester is the worst one, I lost someone I love and I lost myself. I was very scared and tired to face it. I try my best to repress all the problems. This is the only way I can face my final exam. Everyday I try my best to smile and act nothing, if I really can’t do it; I will escape to facing others. Dinosaurs, I’m really sorry.

In this repression process, I’m really touching to see someone worry me. This person knows I facing serious problem, she felt guilty when she saw my down mood but she can’t help me. Definitely this person is my roommate. It is because she stays with me, so she can see my real mood in room. She always try her best to help me, she try her best “kei poh” on me. She is the only person know I’m repress myself. She try her best cheer me up, she remind me a lot of things although she has poor memory. She also is the only person can understand what I trying to express. I’m really touching for what you did for me, you no need care whether got help me solve my problem or not. It’s not your responsibility and you still don’t have that ability. I really appreciate what you did for me, that caring is good enough for me. Don’t forget your roommate- me, got her own power. I can handle, just give me time.

Thank you very much, my assistant- Spike. I will try and try the best for everything. I’m very lucky have you as my assistant. Thanks again. Wish you all the best for everything.

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