End semester break---- LONG and long…. Around 2 months.
I’m the one not really like holiday. Holiday will make me think a lot.
This time my holiday life is very different compare with last time. My holiday life was just busy in working. I felt lucky to get the chance work at there. I learn a lot; besides teaching I learn good values and some knowledge. One of my boss is a strong positive thinking person, He always encourage us tend to positive way. He likes lecturing us.
One night he lecturing us again, some of he talks makes me felt touched. From there, I realize I really tired already, I already forget what happy is. I start wondering a lot, if I suddenly change something, izit all the people I care can accept my changing. But I also will try to change something, because I want create magic in my life. I want let the people I care feel it too. I hope they can understand. I need to put down something already, I can’t care too much. If not it will influence my performance.
For those are understand me and care me, I’m really sorry if I hurt you before. Maybe sometimes my over caring for you will burden you. I really tired already, I scared my heart can’t handle too much. The only right way I should choose is love myself first. I need to find my own happiness first just can from my happiness bring my caring and loving for you all.
I knew some of you think I’m stupid, coz I never think myself first. Don’t worry; I will try to find out my own happiness. Thanks a lot for someone change my world a lot. I appreciate it all the times.
I’m the one not really like holiday. Holiday will make me think a lot.
This time my holiday life is very different compare with last time. My holiday life was just busy in working. I felt lucky to get the chance work at there. I learn a lot; besides teaching I learn good values and some knowledge. One of my boss is a strong positive thinking person, He always encourage us tend to positive way. He likes lecturing us.
One night he lecturing us again, some of he talks makes me felt touched. From there, I realize I really tired already, I already forget what happy is. I start wondering a lot, if I suddenly change something, izit all the people I care can accept my changing. But I also will try to change something, because I want create magic in my life. I want let the people I care feel it too. I hope they can understand. I need to put down something already, I can’t care too much. If not it will influence my performance.
For those are understand me and care me, I’m really sorry if I hurt you before. Maybe sometimes my over caring for you will burden you. I really tired already, I scared my heart can’t handle too much. The only right way I should choose is love myself first. I need to find my own happiness first just can from my happiness bring my caring and loving for you all.
I knew some of you think I’m stupid, coz I never think myself first. Don’t worry; I will try to find out my own happiness. Thanks a lot for someone change my world a lot. I appreciate it all the times.
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